sad day~

It seems a bad day 4 mi..

de mood is nt right when i woke up..

pek chek..

don feel wanna press fon at all..

ltr evening my beloved nails BROKEN d!!!!

the finger is pain bt the heart mor pain..

so sim tia..

end up i decide 2 cut short my nails.. wat a crazy dcision!!

now gt a bit regret d..

haha

so short~

my beloved nails is dead~

Blur day~~

finali met jess since she came bec frm ns on laz sat...
although she said she bcum dark d.. bt i stil feel same..
stil veri white n fair..hehe
her hair gettin so long n can tied up d..
bt i still cant.. envy~ haha
although it was a veri kelam kabut...
bt i stil happy 2 met jess n watch the movie 4 the guys n my dear choc..

hope evytin will bec 2 normal n evy1 wil stay happy..






dears, luv iu always.
take care...

Happy 牛 year!!

i had been so busy during dis chinese new year..

Famili gathering, go alor setar visit my grandpa, hang out wif frens,follow my dear go 大团拜..

January 28, Wed

大团拜
dis reli a gud experience..

wi start 2 visit 2 the 1st house at 8.30am..

stil veri earli..evy1 stil so blur..

so wi were like a bit kelam kabut..

din sing veri loud..

bt tings gt better when wi arrive at the 2nd house..

wi visited 6 families n received a lot of ang pau..

so excited n wi were having fun..

haha.

to all the uncle n auntie:

thnkzz 4 de ang pau although iu don no who i m..

thnkz & gong xi fa cai!!

p/s: thnkz dear 4 inviting mi.. nex year rmbr 2 invite mi again. :P

After that, i moved on..

went 2 queensbay wif my son n twins sis..

wearing red color 4 the 1st tym.. (i think.. haha.)

wanna watch movie..bt so mani ppl...

end up wi din get 2 watch the movie wi wanna watch..

sobb

~sweet~

the end of my dream..

when i met iu, i tot dis tym i reli met my dream guy...
nice looking, talented, smart..

bt now i noe wi r frm de diff world..
totally nt in d same frequency..
wi hav diff tinkin
diff ways of living..
ther r always a huge diff between rich n poor..

i m nt classy bt messy..
i don wear branded like iu..
i m nt elegant than her..
i noe my position..
i noe wher i shud stay..
just stay away frm iu..

i had a great tym wif iu..
b4 dis i stil blif tat iu reli luv mi..
when i feel impossible iu stil say iu reli luv mi..
it makes mi smile n reli blif it..
bt now i noe..
is just a dream..
is tym 2 wake up..

i wil try my best 2 4get iu..
although i luv iu..

the dream ends here n wil nt grow again..

happy? angry? sad? i don no...

happy~
go out wif him..
excited..
din c him 4 1 week d..
miss him..

angry~
wi suppose 2 mit at 2.01pm..
he was late..
he came at 2.59pm..
*1 hour~~
well i don mind as long as he is ther b4 3pm..
bt he din apologise when he reached..
he even showed his face..
i started 2 feel beh shiok d..
showed de black face..

he told mi his fren is coming..
i tot is our date..
how come ther is a "fren" joining us???
mor angry..

4.30pm~
watch movie.. 'OUTLANDER'
he was smsing wif 'ppl'
don wan mi 2 noe who is de 'ppl'
fine..
bt sui sui let mi c tiok is her!!!
pek chek!!!
i m so stupid!!!!

frm tat moment onwards no mood d...
heart broken 'piang~'

i reli jealous d..
although he is nt my who.. wi r juzz fren..
bt my heart is crying..

i don wanna lose iu coz i noe i nid iu~!!!!

wei~ b independent!!!!

2day sch a looooooong day 4 mi..
almoz pek chek til wanna off my fon d...
woke up at 7.30am..
tot wil have a gud morning msg..
wait til 8am..
class started..
well.. mayb he is busy or don wanna wake mi up gok..
wait again..
11am..(the tym i woke up evyday)
he shud noe it..
no msg frm him....
wait again mayb he is reli busy..
1pm...start getting frustrated..
class ended..he shud b free..
no msg frm him....T.T
i wait again.. mayb settle evytin oredi msg mi..
2pm....3pm...4pm...
between 1.30-3.30 had aftnoon nap..
try nt tink of him animor...
i was telling myself when i wake up i can c his msg d..
bt disappointed again....

(devil: tel iu d lar stupid... he wont msg iu eh lar..
mayb he oredi wif another gurl d lorh... muahaha)
(angel: b patience.. he just busy.. wil sms iu ltr.. don worry ya.. guai~)

angel n devil whispering~
i don no wat 2 do..
until my dear encourage mi 2 go for de 1st step..
suak lar.. no face doh no face lar..

"busy?"
"ya. driving"
"den msg mi ltr"
"(no mor reply)"

de heart kena tembak again....
bleeding~~

don wan care bout iu d lar..
wat is d point i do al dis??
he wont noe....
ow much i miss him..

frm now onwards
i nid 2 learn 2 live without him!!!!

hate dis!!!

i m so free evyday

nothin 2 do..

juzz sit ther n tinking of iu..

miss iu evyday..

juzz miss iu so much..

it hurts~

i never tot iu wil said tat..

i was so disappointed..

mayb reli is my fault

let iu feel i m such gurl..

i m sorry..

juzz wanna tel iu..

if i reli luv someone i wil give evytin..

luv him with all my heart..

100% of luv!!

gentleman? romantic??

ow do wi classify a guy as gentleman??
pay 4 de gurl?
carry stuff 4 de gurl?
open de door 4 de gurl?
help d gurl 2 carry de bag??

wel.. is depends to de gurl 2 set de condition 4 a gentleman..
juzz reli tink about it...
iu may discover the huge diff between a gentleman n nt gentleman..

gurls.. open ur eyes!!!!

gurls do like romantic guy..
wi wish 2 have suprises evyday..
so wi always heard gurls complained tat their guy is nt romantic enuf...

guys... show ur creativity n b romantic!!!!

worry~

havin undang test 2morow..
til now stil havent sleep yet..
is oredi 2am..
eyes stil open so big..
arghh!!!

borin~

dis few days, slept til 10 sumtin..
do nothin.. juzz sit on the sofa.. holding the fon.. staring on the fon..
mayb waitin 4 someone..(gettin crazy d)
havin undang test dis sat.. bt totaly nt prepared..
don have the mood to study..
pray pray i can pass...
so wont throw away 40 bucks..Zzzz

argh!!!
i never tot he is such person.. never expect he will do tat..
shud i start 4gt bout him??
or frm de beginning i shud'nt put ani hope..as i shud noe he is nt a gud 1..
god~ pls help mi
hate myself being like dis