Friday, March 13, 2015

过渡期 。后遗症

呃。无聊

好吧,终于发生了。
我想念那里的生活了

那个无忧 自己可以走走停停的地方
一杯咖啡,一个ipad 坐在city centre 看人来来往往
回来以后,我还没真正做这件事
原因,室外好热,咖啡也只有starbucks 好喝,其他莫名其妙的贵又不好喝

还有那个shopping的地方
回来才发现那里东西真的不贵

其实也没有真的后悔回来啦
还是喜欢这里的人情味
喜欢和家人的团聚
至少,现在煮饭可以大家一起吃,电视一起看

嗯,还有...
去了一个面试
我应该搞砸了,我take it really easy
可能因为我没真的很向往这职位?
纯粹,背负着一种 ‘是时候有份工作了’

还是希望,我快点工作吧
至少,我不会那么的无聊

Saturday, January 24, 2015

2 weeks until home

Emmmmm~ I'm bored with packing.

Seriously, I think there is only Max 5% progress each day.
Every morning I woke up telling myself that I need to do this and do that.
The truth is, at the end of the day, I realised I didnt managed to finish everything on my To-do List.
And started to get worried and panicked before sleep.

By the way, I am living with alot of boxes now.
One with unwanted notes/books, one with handbags, one with kitchenware, etc etc etc.
Actually I should have throw them away. I just reluctant to do this.
I am afraid that I could miss out something, throw away something important mistakenly.
Blah blah blah.

Okay. I chucked away 2 stacks of books/papers and a bag of clothes today. good start.
Shall throw away another batch/batches when I wake up tomorrow.

*scratching my head*

Yes. I am leaving soon. Super mixed feelings.
Every time when I am leaving I start to doubt my decision.
Will I regret not staying? Will I miss this place / people around me?

I knew decision has been made. No turning back.
Just hope for the best to myself. :)







Wednesday, January 14, 2015

My Life

Countdown 24 days

My life now is all about stressing out on packing my stuff, cancelling accounts (eg, phone, internet, bank), paying debts, and arranging whatevershit that I need to do to complete the last mission in Perth.

I think I am half way there, but still a lot to think and plan.

I haven't got my outfit for graduation yet. No having a haircut yet. Not finish packing yet. 
:((((((   Booo~

You know, life is all about planning and decisions. 
(And I can't make decision, because I was so afraid that the decision that I made could be wrong)

Ehhhh. enough complain.

Today was pretty efficient.

✓ Confirmed our accommodation at Margaret River
✓ Switched my phone account to prepaid
✓ Throw away a pair of shoes. (hahaha. kinda achievement because I always 'bu she de' throw)
✓ Empty one of the shelves




Wednesday, December 31, 2014

2014 总结篇

12312014。热

2014 的最后一天。
无所事事的躲在家里
想出门,可是那高温弄得我真的不想接受太阳的亲吻

我想回顾2014
却没想起这一年我有做了什么‘大件事’
翻了一番Facebook

总结,我一年内,emo了很多次要回家
当然,高兴的事也有

✓ 乖乖的把书念完了
    那莫名其妙的时光飞逝,感觉我不是才刚决定要修master。那么快就念完了哦??

✓ 去了悉尼和墨尔本
    喜欢那里,至少比较适合过日子。柏斯太安静了,年轻人太无聊了。
    不过理智告诉我,我喜欢那里因为我是带着快乐旅游的心情去那里。如果真的要我在那里
    老老实实过日子,也许我就不会喜欢那里了

✓ Errrr. 好像没有了哦?

其他的自我成长经验就不说了。

2015 Resolution??

应该在这里许个愿吧

1. 希望回到家可以找到一份好好的工作,安居乐业 (我真的只要安心过日子)
2. 希望有人可以爱我。就算不是男朋友,至少家人朋友可以一直爱我,因为我也爱你们。
3. 希望世界和平(我知道很老土),可是我真的希望少一点灾难。
    日子可以苦,有钱人可以继续地贪婪。不过,人类真的不要自相残杀。人类何必为难人类

就这样吧。
相对我身边的人说,我爱你。
原谅我没有勇气面对面和你们说

xoxo



Friday, December 19, 2014

I am coming home

Finally decision made.
Air ticket purchased : Perth-Penang (one way)

See you, Penang in February :)




Monday, December 01, 2014

那么多年了
回看那些年那些时光
最青春年华,热情荡漾
(管他用词对不对)
如果他和她可以在次相遇
你说,还会爱吗?

心里揪着不舒服的是,他和她不再是朋友
而保留在朋友名单上的是他未曾见过面她的朋友

Friday, October 03, 2014

越难越爱 ♩ ♪ ♫ ♬

注:这是一篇与标题无关的文章。纯粹中了使徒行者的毒

自从懂事以来,我对于当人类没什么好感
一直觉得人类很复杂,矛盾

一边说要多为别人付出,另一边说要爱别人之前要爱自己
或,
说着我们要爱地球要减少垃圾,另一边则有人洒了一堆钱拼命搞研发,说是要开发高科技时代

还有,很多很多。写都写不完......

你说,我们是该要偏向哪一边
可能,你他想得懂
我呢,却是一直徘徊于这类问题当中

我知道,既然来到的这世界,当了人类,就好好的走完这一生
不过,我还是在想人类这份任务是多么难掌握呀

*合十*
真希望我有那么一天,脑子里可以不管不问不想。
傻傻的走到终点