Friday, March 13, 2015

过渡期 。后遗症

呃。无聊

好吧,终于发生了。
我想念那里的生活了

那个无忧 自己可以走走停停的地方
一杯咖啡,一个ipad 坐在city centre 看人来来往往
回来以后,我还没真正做这件事
原因,室外好热,咖啡也只有starbucks 好喝,其他莫名其妙的贵又不好喝

还有那个shopping的地方
回来才发现那里东西真的不贵

其实也没有真的后悔回来啦
还是喜欢这里的人情味
喜欢和家人的团聚
至少,现在煮饭可以大家一起吃,电视一起看

嗯,还有...
去了一个面试
我应该搞砸了,我take it really easy
可能因为我没真的很向往这职位?
纯粹,背负着一种 ‘是时候有份工作了’

还是希望,我快点工作吧
至少,我不会那么的无聊

Saturday, January 24, 2015

2 weeks until home

Emmmmm~ I'm bored with packing.

Seriously, I think there is only Max 5% progress each day.
Every morning I woke up telling myself that I need to do this and do that.
The truth is, at the end of the day, I realised I didnt managed to finish everything on my To-do List.
And started to get worried and panicked before sleep.

By the way, I am living with alot of boxes now.
One with unwanted notes/books, one with handbags, one with kitchenware, etc etc etc.
Actually I should have throw them away. I just reluctant to do this.
I am afraid that I could miss out something, throw away something important mistakenly.
Blah blah blah.

Okay. I chucked away 2 stacks of books/papers and a bag of clothes today. good start.
Shall throw away another batch/batches when I wake up tomorrow.

*scratching my head*

Yes. I am leaving soon. Super mixed feelings.
Every time when I am leaving I start to doubt my decision.
Will I regret not staying? Will I miss this place / people around me?

I knew decision has been made. No turning back.
Just hope for the best to myself. :)







Wednesday, January 14, 2015

My Life

Countdown 24 days

My life now is all about stressing out on packing my stuff, cancelling accounts (eg, phone, internet, bank), paying debts, and arranging whatevershit that I need to do to complete the last mission in Perth.

I think I am half way there, but still a lot to think and plan.

I haven't got my outfit for graduation yet. No having a haircut yet. Not finish packing yet. 
:((((((   Booo~

You know, life is all about planning and decisions. 
(And I can't make decision, because I was so afraid that the decision that I made could be wrong)

Ehhhh. enough complain.

Today was pretty efficient.

✓ Confirmed our accommodation at Margaret River
✓ Switched my phone account to prepaid
✓ Throw away a pair of shoes. (hahaha. kinda achievement because I always 'bu she de' throw)
✓ Empty one of the shelves




Wednesday, December 31, 2014

2014 总结篇

12312014。热

2014 的最后一天。
无所事事的躲在家里
想出门,可是那高温弄得我真的不想接受太阳的亲吻

我想回顾2014
却没想起这一年我有做了什么‘大件事’
翻了一番Facebook

总结,我一年内,emo了很多次要回家
当然,高兴的事也有

✓ 乖乖的把书念完了
    那莫名其妙的时光飞逝,感觉我不是才刚决定要修master。那么快就念完了哦??

✓ 去了悉尼和墨尔本
    喜欢那里,至少比较适合过日子。柏斯太安静了,年轻人太无聊了。
    不过理智告诉我,我喜欢那里因为我是带着快乐旅游的心情去那里。如果真的要我在那里
    老老实实过日子,也许我就不会喜欢那里了

✓ Errrr. 好像没有了哦?

其他的自我成长经验就不说了。

2015 Resolution??

应该在这里许个愿吧

1. 希望回到家可以找到一份好好的工作,安居乐业 (我真的只要安心过日子)
2. 希望有人可以爱我。就算不是男朋友,至少家人朋友可以一直爱我,因为我也爱你们。
3. 希望世界和平(我知道很老土),可是我真的希望少一点灾难。
    日子可以苦,有钱人可以继续地贪婪。不过,人类真的不要自相残杀。人类何必为难人类

就这样吧。
相对我身边的人说,我爱你。
原谅我没有勇气面对面和你们说

xoxo



Friday, December 19, 2014

I am coming home

Finally decision made.
Air ticket purchased : Perth-Penang (one way)

See you, Penang in February :)




Monday, December 01, 2014

那么多年了
回看那些年那些时光
最青春年华,热情荡漾
(管他用词对不对)
如果他和她可以在次相遇
你说,还会爱吗?

心里揪着不舒服的是,他和她不再是朋友
而保留在朋友名单上的是他未曾见过面她的朋友

Friday, October 03, 2014

越难越爱 ♩ ♪ ♫ ♬

注:这是一篇与标题无关的文章。纯粹中了使徒行者的毒

自从懂事以来,我对于当人类没什么好感
一直觉得人类很复杂,矛盾

一边说要多为别人付出,另一边说要爱别人之前要爱自己
或,
说着我们要爱地球要减少垃圾,另一边则有人洒了一堆钱拼命搞研发,说是要开发高科技时代

还有,很多很多。写都写不完......

你说,我们是该要偏向哪一边
可能,你他想得懂
我呢,却是一直徘徊于这类问题当中

我知道,既然来到的这世界,当了人类,就好好的走完这一生
不过,我还是在想人类这份任务是多么难掌握呀

*合十*
真希望我有那么一天,脑子里可以不管不问不想。
傻傻的走到终点

Monday, June 09, 2014

我有我说 — Flirt

有感而发,想说说Flirt 这件事

在这二十三年里,我也算看过不少flirt 的方式。

以下是我总结出来的几种 flirt 法
  1. 只见过面几次,每一次都flirt 
这种男生,算得上是朋友,见面会打招呼。你们一点都不熟,可是每一次见面聚餐聊在一起的时候,却开始调情。搞得一副对你很有兴趣的样子,外人看了都以为你们有些什么。其实你知道,他并没什么意思,因为离开以后他根本不会联络你

 - 莫名其妙类

     2. 在大众面前一般,私底下却flirt不停

这种是以上的相反,在大家面前,他的动作就一点点,私底下的接触却非常积极。有时还会进展到暧昧阶段,到最后却什么都不是。这个最讨厌,因为你以为会开花结果,但其实你也只是他消遣的一部分。

- 心碎心醉类

     3. 积极迅速型

这是最典型的。他在你们一认识就开始flirt,正因为你也喜欢他,你们很快就在一起了。
同时,这种爱情很快就结束。

- 爱过伤过类

终结是,你可以表示喜欢, 不需要多做无谓的调情

Saturday, June 07, 2014

澳洲留学 — 人物篇

最近,很有Mood啊~
脑海里又开始有很多事情转呀转

今天对于在这里认识的人,有了一些想法感触

在这儿生活一段日子以后,
发现身边很多的马来西亚/其他国家的留学生
个个身家背景都不简单
不过也是,想在这个一切都要“乘于三”的地方生存
那个“底”确实是很重要

这又引起了我的“门当户对”理论
能够在同一个环境认识的人,想必背景也相近
就是说,在有钱人/爱装有钱/爱面子/ 的环境相处,你也想必有相对的“底”

在这里,想要寻找知己真的不简单
他的生活你未必能够融入,你的生活他未必能接受

说着说着,我开始看不到我要说的重点 (睏了。。。)
算了,有灵感再写吧

p/s: 一个男人帮你开车门,脱下外套给你保暖
         是一个男人正常的礼貌,还是他有意地多做了一点点?




Friday, May 30, 2014

My experience with Superfood

Currently I am having Muesli yogurt for dinner and thought of writing something about superfood.

Wikipedia said,
      " Superfood is a marketing term used to describe foods with supposed health benefits."

In Malaysia, these thing are bloody expensive and not easily found.
Since I came to Australia, with my own freedom to pick what I want, I started to try on different types of super food.

Here's the list of super food I have tried on (as of what I can think of now)
* All photos sourced from Internet for illustration purpose.

1. Avocado

My big big favourite of all. the mushy soft texture with light creaminess but not creamy-taste like whipping cream or cheese.

Back in Penang, we had avocado with soy sauce, just like we eat jambu or sour mango with the sugar dip.

In Australia, I love avocado with sushi, still have to add abit of soy to bring out the flavour. Avocado toast is awesome too. Toast the bread, spread the avocado on top, sprinkle with salt and pepper. Yumsss~


2. Berries

Okay, berries is cheap in Ang Mo country. 250g of fresh blueberries cost $3, meanwhile with $3 I can only buy 4 bananas. Strawberry is even cheappppp during the season. Frozen berries are available anytime in the supermarket, and not expensive too.

Not to forget, dried cranberry. Everyone in my family is crazy over this which it is famous as anti-cancer agents. Its cheap cheap cheap in Aussie. My dad loves it to go with beer and his midnight news. We ladies had it for snack. So much better than eating raisins when raisins can be too high in glucose.



3. Assorted nuts

Nuts like almond, walnut, pistachio are famous for the unsaturated fats, and rich in amino acids and vitamins. Supermarket here is selling convenient pack of mixed nuts in a small container. Ang mo here eats nuts like candy. You can see ladies carrying a small container filled with nuts to class and had it like a snack at anytime even during lecture.

I am not a big fans of nuts in chocolate, but i love it as snack. It can be super addictive with the great variety of nuts available here. I am going to try on new recipe tomorrow for breakfast, Apple Cinnamon Oatmeal with Walnuts. :)



4. Cinnamon

Cinnamon is next on the list. I tried it for the purpose to lose weight as cinnamon will increase the metabolism in our body. I never hate cinnamon as cinnamon rolls is one of my favourite bread. Now, honey cinnamon oatmeal is in my breakfast list.  I can't tell whether is it effective in burning fats. But since I like the flavour, why not adding it into my food??



5. Muesli

First try on muesli today. Muesli is the mix of rolled oats, dried fruits and nut. Its like cereal, but more "raw" as cereal are processed. I had it with the Ang Mo style where I add yogurt and milk into the muesli. It was pretty yummy actually, despite I almost break my teeth after a bite on big piece of the almond nuts. This food needs a lot energy to chew the raw oats and nuts, and it is very filling compared to cereals. *thumbs up*



6. Chia seeds

This might be something new for a lot of people. Chia is the name of the plant and the seeds are famous for the rich omega-3 fatty acids. The seeds will absorb liquid like a sponge and form a gel-like coating. It is used in weight loss diet when it can be really filling with its expansion effect in your tummy. It is also a cure for constipation with the high fibre.

Due to curiosity and great feedback on the effect, I tried on it with the recipe of adding it into soy milk and honey. It tastes good but does not give the effect I want. I didn't go toilet as much, not filling my tummy and worse, cause bloating. After my research on internet, a lot of people experienced the same after consuming chia seeds. Since then, I stop eating it and left the whole pack of expensive ($22 per kg) seeds in cupboard. Sadly, my body can't take this superfood which is sooooo soooo famous for its health benefits.





I think I had tried on other superfoods, but I'm too lazy to recall now.

That's all for now I think.
Time to go back to my tv and keyboard-assignment date.

Ciaooo~




Sunday, March 09, 2014

我有我说 - 以诚相待

我的交友守则是坦白
我不喜欢讽刺性相处的友谊
要就理解和坦白
尽量明白他的所爱所需
我们并不需要为谁而做什么
有时候,我们会气/误会对方
不过,有话就说出来
每一次坦白以后,就没事了
那种互相客气般的友谊
不是我要的

能这样的朋友
我有的不多
不过,那几个他和她
从中学到现在
就真的和我有了很多很多年的友谊

谢谢你们!<3 p="">

Saturday, December 07, 2013

我有我说 - 再见爱情

换新手机在这年代已经是家常便饭
只要有新手机面市,肯定发起一轮购买热潮

突发奇想
换手机这件事对我人生倒有另一种影响

几乎每一段爱情/心动/暧昧的结束
我就会这么刚巧换手机
就这样,把所有回忆留在那机械里
不再不小心的看回那些简讯和照片
而感到伤心难过

失去爱情以后,最讨厌的是回忆

再见了,心动。

Monday, November 18, 2013

Super homesick

Exams start today. 3 papers, one down.
Dad called through Skype asking, how i'm doing.
It was a very short video call as I was studying. 
Before we end the call, he asked me to check email.

And, this is what I found in my mailbox. 

I can't control 'water' flowing out. I miss home. I wanna spend all my time with family. :'(

Monday, November 11, 2013

我有我说 - 存在感

今晚就做了这么一件事

很久不见的朋友找了我聊天
他说,心情有点糟
想找人说说话

这朋友,
在有了女朋友以后就不怎么跟我联络
今晚,他的心事就是和女朋友分手了
而且还被劈腿

就这样,
我当了聆听者
大部分的时间他都在倾诉自己的难过

有时候,人就只是想要某个人静静的听他诉说
你并不需要给什么回应
就静静的听完,适当的时间给予适当的安慰/建议
说完了,心里就舒服了

突然,我觉得我有那么一点点的存在感
谢谢你,愿意说给我听
我也愿意当一个很好的听众

希望你明天比今天快乐
:)

Tuesday, October 29, 2013

我有我说 - 非诚勿扰篇

没有疑问,我是非诚勿扰的忠实电视迷
很多人说,这节目做了四年也够了
大家开始质疑它的真实性
说着很多戏剧性情节是节目安排

我说,其实这都不重要吧
爱看是因为节目本身的形式
喜欢看到高潮迭起的情节
可以看见有人浪漫感动牵手
也可以看到,男方拼了命告白,无论说多爱
女生还是拒绝了
还有,女生其实也可以很勇敢主动爆灯,向男生告白

说真的,这节目常常让我在对爱情这回事没什么看头时,燃起了一点希望
节目里,主持人- 孟非常说,‘总有一天,会有人为你而来,把你牵走’
大家都相信无论什么性格,样貌,国际
有那么一天,总会找真爱

我还是很爱看。
就算它是节目效果,我也愿意沉浸在那90分钟的表演

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

还有,我需要教会你这个字 - ' 非诚勿扰 '
不要随便就叫我去看你比赛
我会乱想
而且,我也不喜欢那种默默坐在那里看完你比赛
又默默地离开。




Sunday, October 20, 2013

Updates!

Woopss. It's mid-October already.
Time really flies.

Dear Mr. Time, can you please reduce the speed by 3x or more??

Anyway, life has to go on.
Still bloody hell busy. Why so many assignmentsss? :(

I need Ctrl-f on these books. 
Too many to read.

The good news/happiest thing in life is I'm going back in 2-months time. *dancing dancing*
Can't wait to go back to normal life. I'm as excited as when I'm in primary/secondary school, looking forward to the year end long holiday.

Oh ya! I'm officially 22 few days ago. Hoping that all my birthday wishes will come true. Heeee
Thanks for the present, babe! xoxo



Tuesday, October 01, 2013

迷失

我迷失在这荒野
一个没有依靠
没有保护栏的地方

病得一蹋糊涂
功课也搞得一团糟
工作力不从心
感情世界依然被人耍得团团转

问我伤心低落的时候,会做什么?
我会花钱买东西,狂吃,再哭

我钱花了。
狂吃了一大堆
现在就只剩最后一项

我好累好累
真不明白人活着这么累有什么意义

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

门当户对

看戏常常都有的情节
一对相爱的情侣,因为家庭背景有差异
而遭受家人反对,棒打鸳鸯

所谓的门当户对,
不一定是大家要一样很有钱
这年代,教养和内涵更重要

简单来说,
那生活背景必须是相近的
否则,根本没办法长久沟通
开始,会因为好奇而有聊不完的话题
当一切开始稳定,双方互相融入对方的生活
才发现,那想法差异是那么大

一方会开始说:我家一直是这样这样,为什么你家就不一样?
另一方就反驳:我们家一直都是这样。是你们家不一样!
到最后,爱情也会开始因为太了解对方的生活方式不同而分开

当然,不会永远是悲剧
还是有着那些愿意为另一方改变/屈服的
那就是真爱??

我是一直站在 ‘门当户对’ 这一边
你可以说我现实。
也许是,我就是没办法屈服/改变。

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

The start of Postgraduate study

5 August 2013
Officially continued my studies after completed my undergraduate.
Big decision with no idea how I had come across.
No regret anyway. I know I have to appreciate this opportunity when my family is willing to support.

Currently doing Postgraduate Diploma in Taxation. Course duration would be 1 year.
After this, I would be able to do my Master of Taxation for another year provided I achieve weighted average of 65%. *finger crossed & keep working hard*

Books that cost me dearly
Spent AUD$300 on these 2 sets just for two units.
more to come.

  

* My unit coordinator actually asked us to get an iPad to make our life easier.
  She keep repeating that we should be carrying iPad to class so that we can refer to legislations.
  Yet emphasizing the phone screen is too small when we actually took out the phone to google on the legislations.

   Oh well~ I will be getting my iPad soon. Stop discriminating all the smart phone. :/
 

To my study mate and myself,
Enjoy student life. Study hard & Play hard.


Sunday, August 04, 2013

心动

在他回家前,我们一起吃了饭
他回来以后,我又和他吃了一顿饭

那心,蹦乱狂跳,足以让我死于心脏过劳
以为,在我离开那房子以后就会淡忘

这一次见面,没有尴尬,一如往常地聊天
还和我一起走回家,多希望路途可以再远一点

他,还是我喜欢那个有魅力的他

就算,我们保持这样的关系,也没关系 
至少,在我大学生涯里,喜欢上这么一个他