学会放下~

最近心情起伏不定,我快疯了...
我的期待总是换来绝望..
虽然希望你可以一直在我身边,可是你真的离我好远好远...
我真的累了..
我不想再这样下去..
我要学会放下...
不再留下一些希望...

my valentine's day

it had been a special valentine's day 4 mi..

now i have a new post - the postwoman

i helped my son 2 deliver de presents to his beloved..

kinda hurt when holding tat present..

such a big n nice present bt it wasnt mine..

evy1 looked at mi whn i enter de class wif a big bag..

my frens were asking mi bout tat..

i kept explaining~

i m juzz a postwoman.

haha

ltr the gurl asked mi 2 deliver the present 2 de guy..

i muz charge both of dem 4 the delivery fees..

my date~

went 2 queensbay wif my dear..

wi went 2 few shops 2 find the couple tee..

end up wi managed 2 find it in FOS..

after wi paid, wi rushed the nearest washroom 2 change it..

so geng~

now wi r couple d..

wi watched movie 'Look For The Star'

1st row..neck pain..

bt it was a nice movie..

haha

at nite~

i went 2 gurney wif oth frenz..

spent most of the tym in the car..

sienzz...

paneng really has a lot of couples..

caused the heavy traffic on the road..

wi juzz went 2 gurney 4 movie..

so swt..

ate my 'valentine's candle light dinner' inside gsc cinema..

shud b 'valentine's movie light dinner'..

haha..

after the movie it was 10something d..

tym 2 go home..

bt wi were trapped inside de car park..

wi parked the car on 7th floor..

aft an hour, d car jz managed 2 move til 6.5th floor..

de driver started 2 pek chek..

evy1 was pek chek..haha

jzz wanna say thnkz 4 de presents..

i tot dis year i wont b receiving ani present d..

iu all giv mi a big suprise..

thnkzz

~i promise i wil stay happy n smile always..thnkzz~

~Frog frm Sakae..thnkz..~

~lastly, the present frm my dearest..thnkz..muackz~

luv is in the air!!!

yea!!!! valentine's day is coming!!!
reli excited bout this special day..
although i m stil single..T.T
nvm.. i enjoyed myself being single..
haha..

my college is havin Valentine's Day Event..
ther is a board in the 2nd floor let ppl 2 put on sum luv messages..
reli so sweet when i saw alot of confessions n "i luv iu"..
beh dong arrr~~
haha
they played luv songs in the college..
so romantic..
n they sell valentine's gift..
rm150 for 11 roses..
crazy~~

the most special thing is the COLOUR N DEFINITION


its quite blur..if iu reli cant c it..let mi noe..i wil type it out.

we r suppose to wear a specific colour on Feb 12 & 13 to represent our status..
btw, i m wearing green..
green-i luv all my dears..
haha

my college life..

feb 10, my 1st day 2 start stdy in INTI Penang...
worry, nervous, excited, happy..
so mani diff feelings in my mind..
luckily i met a lot of PCGHS's gurls in my class..
including my exclassmates- sharolyn..
so happy..haha
at least i wont b alone when ther is assignment 2 do or during the long break tym..
i get 2 know a new fren frm kedah..
she is so sweet.. if iu c her iu may tot tat she is juz so quiet n reli a gud gud gurl..
bt actually she was kinda mature..
so wi gossiped alot..
haha


i started 2 have the 1st piece of homework on the 1st day..
1st essay on the 2nd day of my course..
i didnt write any long essay since the laz Est ppr..
cant reli rmbr how 2 start an essay.. gai~
almoz faint at ther when i was asked 2 complete the task in the class n pass up b4 go home..
ZZzzz..


to: MR Beh
pls don laugh mi when iu read my essay..
i promise i wil do better on the nex piece of work..

my god.. can iu help mi?
i had my 1st assignment on the 3rd day..
although the day 2 pass up is on April.
bt stil feel pressure.
don no how 2 start..
gettin headache d..
i tink after dis, iu wil c a lot of white hairs on my head..
i don wan!!!!

happy day wif my dear..

went to queensbay wif my dear jia ying..

wi watched 'BRIDE WARS'..

my dear watched til cried..

she is so sweet..

she feel so touched by the relationship between two close frenz..

if possible i hope i can have a double wedding..

or even triple n so on...haha

juzz wanna get married wif all dears on the same days..

bt it sounds impossible right..haha

ater the movie wi went 2 find hui wen...

talk bout my orientation day n etc.. : )

when wi were walking around de shops while searching 4 my slipper..

wi stepped into a shop which sell a lot of dresses..

n our fashion show started..haha

reli so fun..haha

~after movie~

~luv dis photo~

~my sweet dear~

~i luke fat.like a pregnant lady.. sobb. T.T~

to: someone..

i m sorry..
i don no y wi wil b in dis situation..
i don wan us being like dis..
evyting had changed between us..
although iu told b4 bout ur character.. n hope i can accept it.
bt iu oso nid 2 care bout wat i feel..
it doestnt mean tat i wanna control iu..
iu have 2 noe tat i m a gurl.. i have feelings.
i wil jealous..

&

Act i don mean 2 mention bout tat guy..
i didnt noe u wil have such a big reaction..
it reli hurts when iu said u don reli blif mi d..
i don no wat 2 do now..

god.. pls giv mi a direction..
i m sufferring now..

confused~

after a month..
tingz started 2 change..
i m getting mor confused bout wat happening..
n i m getting mor emotional..
suddenly i wil cry ..
nex minute wil laugh like mad woman..
getting crazy d..
who can help mi??
i nid a big hug now...

dears,
i miz ur hugs..
i miz de days wi in skol..
reli miz it!!
luv iu all..