wei~ b independent!!!!

2day sch a looooooong day 4 mi..
almoz pek chek til wanna off my fon d...
woke up at 7.30am..
tot wil have a gud morning msg..
wait til 8am..
class started..
well.. mayb he is busy or don wanna wake mi up gok..
wait again..
11am..(the tym i woke up evyday)
he shud noe it..
no msg frm him....
wait again mayb he is reli busy..
1pm...start getting frustrated..
class ended..he shud b free..
no msg frm him....T.T
i wait again.. mayb settle evytin oredi msg mi..
2pm....3pm...4pm...
between 1.30-3.30 had aftnoon nap..
try nt tink of him animor...
i was telling myself when i wake up i can c his msg d..
bt disappointed again....

(devil: tel iu d lar stupid... he wont msg iu eh lar..
mayb he oredi wif another gurl d lorh... muahaha)
(angel: b patience.. he just busy.. wil sms iu ltr.. don worry ya.. guai~)

angel n devil whispering~
i don no wat 2 do..
until my dear encourage mi 2 go for de 1st step..
suak lar.. no face doh no face lar..

"busy?"
"ya. driving"
"den msg mi ltr"
"(no mor reply)"

de heart kena tembak again....
bleeding~~

don wan care bout iu d lar..
wat is d point i do al dis??
he wont noe....
ow much i miss him..

frm now onwards
i nid 2 learn 2 live without him!!!!